Long Time No See.

Heeeeello. :)
Its been a pretty long time since I wrote. Its been...
8 months.
Thats a long time. Hahaa. Well, nowadays, I'm not really thinking romantically in any way. Throughout the 8 months that I've haven't been writing, I've had a few fetishes. (Ex. FT.Island, One Ok Rock, Anime, Manga, Japanese stuff.) Mostly music is at the top of my list. I get obsessed with music quite quickly.

Today was a pretty exhausting day. Actually, its been a very exhausting week. I've been having my first set of exams and also gaining volunteer hours by helping out at my past elementary school. When I went back to my old school, it was pretty nostalgic even though its only been half a year. Even though the classrooms, structure was all the same, it seemed like everything was different.Its strange how so many things can change all at once.
I spent all day helping out grade 1's make houses out of recycled material. Lets just say, helping little kids isn't my forte. It was quite tiring and I don't understand how kindergarten teachers can stand doing that every single day. I guess its because it what they like to do.
After the school ended, there was a basketball game that was held in the gym. Many people from my graduate class came to see the game. It was great to see them again but, I noticed how much they had changed since the last time I saw them. One friend that I had was always goofing off and having fun but when things got serious he was and if he thought something was right, he would do it. Now that we've all gotten our separate ways, it seems like lots of things have changed. He started smoking and hanging out with a bad group. I can't stop him because, I don't want to be controlling his life. I do something tell him that he should think before he does things like this but, I can't force him to do something. Today I noticed how much a single school and a single person can change so much in 8 months.

Well, I still want to write some more but I think I'll need to study for my last exam and have some sleep so I don't sleep during the test. ;)
I'll try to write as more as I can.
Oyasumi. *good night in Japanese.*

First.

Many people don't really look into this when they are in their first relationship. Many people's first relationships effect the relationships they have in their future on years. Even if you're first relationship is a good one or a bad one, it'll change your perspective on how relationships work.
When you choose your first boyfriend or girlfriend, you need to choose carefully. Is this a good person to be with? Is this a person who would have the personalities I want in a person? You should be thinking those things, because, If you don't choose the right person and the relationship doesn't last, you'll think that this is not a good thing to do in a relationship. BUT, you never know, someone might like that aspect of you that, that person didn't like.
But also, a bad first relationship wouldn't be as bad it seems. It might show you more of yourself that might help your relationships in the future. You might think, why did the relationship go wrong? Why didn't we "click" together? If you think those things, it just might show you how you interact with a person that's your boyfriend/girlfriend.
It can be helpful at times. But, try not to OVER think it. That would be one aspect that most people wouldn't like. =P Or maybe its just me.

XOXOXOXOXOXOXO til next time.
( I haven't written in a LONG time. I think I should writing again. :D )

True Friends Pt. 2

A second thing I noticed about true friends are, you can never be mad at them for too long. Even though they may of done something terrible to you, something that you just can't stand, you can never be mad at them forever. I think that is another that makes up a True Friend. For example, I know tons of friends that I've had that I was really close to. Then they turn they're back towards me and go on to someone else that they think is better. That is one thing that I absolutely hate. Making someone feel like you are more superior then them. They were really close to me. But, they just had to do the thing I absolutely hated. Even though,I can't be mad at them. I was a little bit in the beginning. But now, I'm not. I don't know why. But that doesn't mean, because your not mad at them they'll come back to you. They still might be away from you, but that doesn't matter. Cause thats just another obstacle you need to face. So, my point is, you might have a best friend(s) right now. You guys might get into fights arguments but don't make it a border between you guys. Don't keep grudges. Secondly, don't turn your backs on your friends. You may think that there are people that are so much better and interesting,popular than your friends now, but, you never know, they might not be the people you expect them to be. And, they're probably not going to be as good friends then you have now.

xoxoxoxoxxox till next time. :)

Looks and Personality.

Today I thought about something that a lot of people might not really look into.
Personally, if I had to choose a person to be with I would first look at their personality. I mean, I would look at their appearance a little bit but not a lot. Many people look at the appearance first. But, really. What would the appearance do anyways? Its just another pretty face you see. Also, if you were in a relationship with the person who had a HORRIBLE personality, but great appearance I don't think it would really work out. The thing that keeps the bond between the two people are how they act around each other. If they argue, disagree, and are totally against each other, I don't think they would be that great together.
In one of my previous posts, I've written that, there is someone who every person. And that has to do with personality. Your personality matches with at least ONE person in this world that makes you perfect for each other. Everything about each other just makes it easier to be with each other. There might be some ups and downs but thats what makes the relationship better. If you get into arguments once in a while you will learn more about your partner. Like I've said, your partner should know everything about you and you should know everything about them. Which would make the relationship way more easier. It all fits.

xoxoxoxoxoxo till next time.
(I haven't written in a long time)

The thoughts of Others.

This entry will be very QUICK. A favor from a friend.

I had friends and friends of friends, and friends of friends of friends, etc. who have liked SO many people. But the question that they ALWAYS ask is, does that person feel the same way? I guess you'll never really know until you ask. I mean, from my opinion you can't really make sure of something when it doesn't come out of the persons mouth. Thats why when I want to know something, I can't ask someone else. I need it to come out of the person's mouth. OR. I guess. and usually all my guesses are correct. I know it may be difficult to stay with such curiosity of if the other person likes you back but, you may have to stay in the that state for a long time or a short period of time. It really depends on what kind of person the person you like is. Patience is the key.

xoxoxoxox till next time.

Flying Spaghetti Monsters.

Hm. This post is a favor from a "friend" :)
For some odd reason this post will be about flying spaghetti monsters. I wiki-ed "flying spaghetti monsters" today and this came out.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Flying_Spaghetti_Monster
weird huh? I never knew a flying spaghetti monster would look like that. Also I figured out that there is a church for a the flying spaghetti monster. O_O

http://www.venganza.org/
hm. The weirdest things that people can think of. But what I'm wondering is, why spaghetti? Why not some other Italian dish? Lasagna, Pizza, what other is there?
Well, anyways. That was the weird part of my post.

Now, for my really observation/thought of today.
Today, I noticed that, people who like each other, never seem to show ALL of themselves to the other person. They always have something that they're hiding. Something that the other person doesn't know. Even if your married I bet there is something that you don't know about your spouse. This may really contradict my last post but its true. You should know everything about your special person, but, it'll be hard because, there will be something that they don't want you to know. Or maybe you just haven't mentioned it yet. They may even be hiding the smallest detail, maybe they don't like to eat Parmesan cheese? You never know. But the thing is, you can't just wait for things to just work out. It works like this. You take an action. You become they're best friend. :) You figure out them inside out. Then it may take you somewhere. :)

xoxoxoxoxox till next time.

True Friends.

True Friends. noun.
A person who sticks by you through all the thick and thin and gives great advice. Who knows you in the weirdest way and sticks up for you in all circumstances.
Today I witnessed the greatness of having true friends. :) To me, this is my definition of friends. :) They might not know me fully (no one really knows me fully) but, they're still there when I need them.

Because my blog is about love and romance. I will, relate this entry to love. :)
In my opinion, best friends make the best partners. They know everything about you, they know you inside out. I think the person who knows you the best is the best for you. I think that, because they know you so well, they'll know exactly how you'd feel if someone did this, they would know what you'd always want, they'd know how you act when somethings wrong. This sounds really similar to my other entry doesn't it?
Well, before I sound like i'm repeating myself, I'll go onto my next point.

Today, my friend asked the most interesting question. What is the difference between loving someone, and being IN love with someone. I might not be right but, in my eyes, I think that you can love anyone. You can love your mom, dad, brother, sister, friend but when your IN love, its in your bones. You can't live without that person. You can't spend one day without them. I may not be right, I may be right. But thats my perspective. Here's your answer :)

xoxoxoxo till next time